Sunday, February 5, 2012

World Spins Madly On

I let the day go by 
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill 
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

Woke up and wished that I was dead 
With an aching in my head 
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on

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I keep starting 
And stopping. 
Bouncing on the backspace bar
And bouncing on the backspace bar
And bouncing on the backspace ba
And bouncing on the backspace b
And going back and editing
I can't seem to
My words won't
Language deserts me
Eloquence betrays me
My dictionary my comforting companion
My thesaurus an eager wingman 
But neither can help me identify blue
Or red or green or grey
And I think I might be all at once
Or none at all
They still can't explain to me
The term anal retentive
But I think I might be
I'm full of shit
And I can't seem to let it go
They're my compass and map
Helping me navigate english
But they can't help me write poetry
And they don't pretend to help me write poetry
And I don't pretend to write poetry
Simile and metaphor don't like me much
and I don't understand them
Simile's a shy man
Unsure, but willing to hazard a guess
Metaphor is like a linguistic bull-rush,
Sure, and confident, and concrete
And I'm not sure if I'm like a falling leaf
Simply watching the ground approach
No
I'm a dog
My head is out the window and my cheeks are flapping madly about
My eyes are shining and I'm watching everything around me
Fly by at lightspeed
You're my Han and I'm your Chewie
Sights and smells and squirrels and shiny things
Zoom
Right
Past
And my tongue is drying out and flies are stuck in my ear
but I'm just glad that you're gentle
And I've yarped on the floor and pissed on the seat
but I'm just glad you brought towels
And I don't know where I'm going or why or when I'll see home
but I'm just glad that I have you for company

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